Today is yet another crazy day, errands to run, doctors appts, things I NEED to get done, things I WANT to get done.... I wish that I could just throw the clock out of the window and forget that time even exists. It seems as if father time is peering over my shoulder telling me.... tick, tock, tick, tock....time is a wasting. UGH!

I have to leave here for my 35 week u/s. I have exactly 3 weeks and 2 days before our lil bundle of surprise is here! Anxiety and sheer elation is overwhelming.

So many things that need my attention before the big day. SOOO Many questions: Will I have everything I need? Has everything been accounted for? Do I have enough cloth diapers in the n/b size? Am I ready for the added caos? Will I ever find the patience to deal with all 3 at one time? Am I tooo selfish for asking all these crazy questions? Will one of my children feel left out?

Making lists: I have lists everwhere.. breaking them down into weeks, then days... (again, I'm trying to utilize time that just doesn't exist!) I still need to buy essential oils and herbs. Not to mention my sewing.... OH MY.... THE SEWING.... (sighing and then fainting!) I have a sling to get done and about 12 dipes that need completion, not to mention the never ending growing lists of "gotta make this". Will I ever find the time? Nope.. B/C I threw it out the window...only to get lost on the wind.

My ramblin's will continue later... must go freshen up for doc and to see a movie.. too bad I can't take a snack w/me!!! :0)

Fare the Well for now!